Warren

Somewhere, somewhere out there, you are there, looking down on me. Laughing, laughing at me. Because I miss you. My body misses you, my mind misses you, my soul... No tears left for you, they dried a long time ago, but my body feels those tears, every moment of every second. Its a physical thing in my chest, it never goes away. Its a void that will never be filled, and only when my time here is done, will I feel your breath on my skin, hear you laugh, and watch you move. Everyday hurts. It tears me apart, little by little, the moments that are lived without you. You've been gone so long, and time is supposed to heal all hurts. But time has failed me.

Somewhere, Somewhere out there, you are there, looking down on me. Reaching out a hand to touch me, your feel is in the wind, its in the silence, its in the laughter of a stranger. You talk to me through the world. But its not enough. It will never be enough. I see you in a man, he turns around and he is not you. I hear you in a voice and my pulse jumps. But its not you. It will never be you. You are in all the moments remembered, the experiences lived. I live for us both. twice as hard, twice as joyful, twice as sad, twice as hurt. The physical pain, helps for me to forget, those few precious moments. I know that you are sitting holding my hand and crying for me. crying with me.

Somewhere, Somewhere out there, you are there, looking down on me. Yet you are gone, for an eternity of time, you have been gone. Lost to me. I am lost without you. Did you ever know how much I loved you? Do you know how much it hurts that you were taken from the world. I cant imagine your last moments. Its too much, too fresh, too violent. Did you scream? Did you see it coming? Were you scared? Im scared for you, because who knows what is there after life? The unknown scares me so. And I miss you, in every moment. If I could give up my life, to be with you, I would in a beat. My heart is nothing without you. It beats only to take me closer to the day when you will look upon me, with those beautiful emerald eyes. Those eyes that looked into my soul. Those eyes that took me to womanhood. Those eyes, full of life. I never got to say goodbye. Im sorry. Im so sorry. Im sorry.

I have loved you since I was a girl, and I will love you as a woman. You will always be mine. And I will always love you. You were taken. Taken too soon. But if there is one gift, its the love that we had. I knew true love with you. And it died with you. I died with you.

Forever a shell
Until you hold me again
And only when my blood is dry
Will you touch me

Time has failed me