Please

Give me a last day to live
Please
Whisper to me when I shall die
Please
Knees begging for the final day to live
Please
Hopelessness a fog around me
Please I cry forlornly

Beyond despair I cling in desperation
To a thought of you
All the time your love caressed my soul
When you looked at me in farewell
The touch of unconditional union in separation
We shared
A life, you gave me life
For the last time
Give me a last day to live

I can’t exist without you
You are my world
I will never see you again
You will never hear my voice
Laugh!
Your tears will never flow with mine
Lonely
Alone you shall be
Left behind a vessel of despair
Whisper to me when I shall die

Beyond feeling I can’t comprehend
My last moment
I want to say goodbye
I am not strong enough
I can’t look beyond
Only in regret do I die
Never again shall we share
My love for you is your reason to live
It is who I am
Knees begging for a final day to live

I am so scared
My body shakes
Wracked in sobs of sadness
So deep
Choking I cry and scream
I lay down
I give up
I surrender
The pain of life without you
I shall never love you again
Hopelessness a fog around me

Today I know I shall die
The darkness shall come
The birds will take me
Fly with my soul on dark wings
Away from you
“I can’t” I scream
“I can’t leave you”
Love is too deep
The foundations of our existence
“One last touch”
I cry forlornly

I can’t say what I need to
The pain in my heart
Won’t break the walls of emotion
One last time can I hear your voice
So that it may carry me
Away to my death
I need you here beside me
My life I regret
Leaving you behind
Yet,
I thank you
I love you
Goodbye Brother